Friday, August 26, 2011

A note to my heart..


Hey there,
How are you doing? I know you have worked very hard for 22 years and 11 months. THANK YOU..!! If you have stopped working for few seconds also I might be not here writing this to you.  At times, you got hurt extremely, a slight pain in my chest indicating “Hey Vicky this is too much I can’t handle it “. You probably do not know your indication normally accompanied by Miss Tears. She flows when I’m sad. She flows when I’m happy. I would say she is your best colleague. She just works terrifically with your sensitivity. But there was one time, Miss Tears overworked till she took holidays from my emotions. Yeah..but then she got back after couple of months.  The reason she took holiday is because of you, you became very cold-hearted.



At times,I could feel the blood rush, which happens when im shy..or when im flattered ..hehe =) and this time I could feel your rhythmic beat..but you seriously go wild and loud !! when im nervous or scared..!! but this time, you are not accompanied by Miss Tears but then with Mr Sweat!!! aughh...!. You know how much I just hate when he appears,my hands become wet and sticky,my face become oily and etc etc.. Sometimes you beat so fast,that I think you are going to  jump out from my rip cage,and land on my hands..

Now what u may have go through, is just the starting my sweetHEART..what we will go through after this will be more. Stepping into adulthood there will be a lot of challenges. I want you to work together with another friend of mine, MR BRAIN. This is because when u work alone, you become tired and  tend to pass ur work to emotions. At the end of the day its you are the one who is going to get hurt. So now, be STRONG my dear little heart. It is time for us to meet the world. Just stay strong no matter what you see, what u hear. Dont make feel that im a weak hearted girl. Be strong and keep me strong..

Don’t be afraid to overcome as we have overcome the worst .I need you a lot in me  because I have a lot to do/achieve in my life, I will keep you strong with some good supplements, weekly exercise, staying away from smokers and cigarettes, eating healthy food. I love you heart..=) xoxoxoxo

Love,
~ vicky ~


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Just a donor?

Right ..it has been  a while since i blogged....being back home i have ample of time..but im so occupied with  HOUSEWORK..haha! just giving mom some helping hands..cooking,cleaning,washing..God..i wonder how my mom managed all this. Juggling between her school work,housework..and she was studying when we were all kids..and of course my dad helped her as well...but how much can he do..?

I dont grumble to do all this,but is it a culture which was brought down from generations that woman has to do all the housework and the man he only earns,comes back home and hide himself behind the newspapers..?
when it comes to children..It is fully woman and woman...man can you just dont act as a sperm donor to your wifey...

The child is  also yours..be concern if your kid is sick..are they doing good in school, do they have enough religion teaching,who are their friends..and etc etc...they carry your name..not only some part DNA of yours..
 to my surprise some had dozens of children and the dad didnt even know the names of their kids....
* based on true story...








Thursday, March 31, 2011

Poetryum..naanum..=)

First of all when i took this subject ...
Teaching the Language of Poetry..i thought ..aiyo jujubee la this subject...!!
but i was wrong....

Then, one day my lecturer (Pn. Juridah) said...ok,class lets go to Sg.Congkak..
waahh...!! although going to be 23...i still felt the excitement in me..when,it comes to field trip..hehe..
Then..came our objective of going to Sg.Congkak...Pn.Ju said we were going to write poem...i was like not again..=(  [first time KL central,yes i wrote my poem there..]....plus complimentary assignment..to DRAW...!! ennathu draw va?? aiyayo... =( Oh gadzz!!..

so everybody was excited  to go...we planned for barbecue...and to have a splash in the water...
i brought my swimming shorts...in intention to mandi la.....but then..............( you will know it soon)
and plus plus...i was so semangat..woke up early morning made sandwiches for me and my friends..
packed everything and went to faculty...


me,dorothy,and deebs...at faculty
in the bus...before leaving....
looking for spot..


sg. congkak water fall.....the water is just so cold..

ok we went there set up a spot....the boys in my class started the BBQ..while me dorothy,and deebz...went looking for a spot..a spot to draw..Pn.Ju wanted us to draw a scenery..in Sg Congkak...
GREAT uh...?






so..3 of us hike up..found a perfecrt place to sit and draw...dorothy's drawing were amazing....so this is what i came up with........thaaadaaa.....!!!










now...its time write poem...what to write ..??? think...think...








* blank*




*blank*......


ok lets try this if it works....
BINGO ~ pn ju like it....its just so hard to pass with poems with her..
but then to come up with that one piece...it took me more then 3 hours..
so there is this saying goes...save the best for last....
so my best was to have a splash but then...!! time over...

must go back..=(
such a disappointment..!!


to treat my disappointment....ice cream + bread...=)
















Tuesday, March 15, 2011

The end of our world is in your hand..!

Tsunami ,Earth quake ...radiation leakage and plus plus...
soon everybody is taking ...hey its going to  be 2012..the world is coming to an end..disaster is taking place and ........so on.. but hello people....its  just a world disaster which will happen always...
this time it happened in Japan..but yes..a terrible one..with 8.9 richer scale..but we should be focusing on how to help them...and what could we do to have a better living in future...

not on focusing ...is this the end..NO..
i believe in mass thinking where in involves our subconscious mind...
the more we think ..the more it happens.
come on...we wouldnt talk much about it..if the movie 2012 were not produced...
if it was not produced ,do you think we will care much about when world is goin to end??

Whatever you plant in the mind is going to come up - multiplied. Plant a negative or a positive and you reap in multiples because between planting and harvest, imagination enters the picture and multiplies the result.- by Zig Zagler....


so people.. the more u talk about the world end.... you an inch getting it near  to you...!! so stop thinking...and relating it to the tsunami in japan...  i want to stay longer...=(... even zig zagler said...it multiples..do you want it? i dont...
i have planned my future...and hope to go through it happily..as im just 22...many thing are waiting for me to venture....so stop thinking of 2012...and move forward...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

finaly..

yea...it took me years to open back my blog...it has been two years since i last left my blogging..
as i was much addicted to it..since im in varsity blogging has become something very common in our pop culture..its fascinating too see..how people are so creative about their post..so im here!!
 LETS BLOG RAMAI RAMAI...
i Welcome myself...=)